(And for God's sakes, don't flag me!! I got shizzle to say!! If you don't like cussing, or find yourself easily offended, BEAT IT -- consider yourself warned. This is not for the faint-of-heart!)
Well, shit....everyone else in the world has a crappy blog that no one reads, so I figured it was about time for me to get my own. No, I won't be revealing any names, purely to protect the innocent (i.e, everyone but me), so don't ask! I just have things to get off my chest, so I'm doing it here -- read or not, comment or not, I don't care! (Hel-lo, what's my name?!?)
At present, I'm a stay-at-home mom to three awesome boys, ages 10, 7 and 4 1/2. They are too good to be my own children, of that I'm convinced....somewhere, somehow, I must have done *something* good to have gotten so blessed. I've been married since 1994 to my best friend, an amazing man who is affectionate, smart, funny, supportive, devoted, hardworking, and INCREDIBLE in bed. We have an obnoxious-but-yet-still-well-behaved dog, a somewhat run-down-but-still-nice-enough house in a great neighborhood, 2 cars, somewhat reliable appliances, and enough to keep my boys happy and reasonably spoiled. Life is good, right? Right! BUT.....
Shit pisses me off!! Is it possible that everything I ever wanted isn't good enough? No, because it is. My life is great....it's all the crap around me that sucks! Stupid people! Not enough money! Trying to live up to/deal with others' expectations! If I could get rid of all that, life would be perfect....but then again, that wouldn't be any damn fun, because then I'd have nothing to bitch about!
Could it be that I've become my mother? Just like Prince's, she's never satisfied.... NO. I'm not my mother, dammit. If that were the case, shoot me now.
It's just random life shit, you know? We've all got it....I will air it all out here. Will it be pleasant? Probably not. Will it be funny to everyone but me? Probably. Will it bore you to tears? Almost certainly. Will it make you wanna gouge your eyes out? Perhaps. Stay if you want, or begone for good....but if you go, be sure to FUCK OFF on your way out!
Just HAD to say that....damn, I feel better already. Thanks! Now fuck off! :)
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